what they don't tell us...
our same old ways
our same old ways the distance between me and her were so big that fear would creep in in ways that were all too familiar the same lies about climbing the ladder that would finally quench all those deep desires within if I just took steps A… B… C… and all the ones that come after oh the security I long for made me quiet for a second to be honest for a few weeks even muting my personality into the ghost of her turns out that healing wasn’t linear fear creeping in that corner the distance between me and her those same milestones that move each time I think I’m one step closer contemplating that same old question we've all asked ourselves is happiness a sum of all my decisions or something that rises above circumstantial evidence fear had crept back through the back door in my mansion one that was sealed shut it became la maîtresse de la maison giving me orders to cook on skates for its pleasure but that couldn’t be the sum of our interaction could it? not even mustering a word of defiance while setting the table with the shiniest silver platter I baked macaroni au gratin then, walked outside and set that house on fire a minute later.
Heart Call:
He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus — Philippians 1:6
Before and after transformation seems to happen in a moment. But deep down we know that healing takes time, and God is never in a rush.
Healing was never supposed to be linear.
Where has fear been giving orders in your life—shaping your choices, your pace, or your relationships?
How can you invite God in the constant process of your becoming,
to surrender and align with His will andthe calling He has on your life?
Photo Credits: NF FEAR ep (2025)