Are you thinking this season is too hard
letting go to meet your true self
I jumped off the Grand Canyon and, I’d do it again I did that April 7, 2023 not because I’m that brave but because someone borrowed me a few drops of courage crazy how the current had already sung so many funerals but it spit me out like it got tired of my body weighing it down mass times gravity? Too heavy. Too much story but still I don’t know How did I survive? I was rather weak, rather shy yet the water said, She’s a fighter, this one I jumped off the Grand Canyon and somehow I was reborn not in the cliché way not karma not reincarnation not nine lives stitched together but something better this me. one life. right now so I jumped the Grand Canyon ’cause the pavement burned my soles red It fumed at me and said how long will you wait before your heart breaks for what breaks mine? It took me a long while not to keep the most important person in my life a best-kept secret couldn’t keep watching family die from depression, from the pressure while keeping my lips sealed about hope just in case... I'd be offensive so I jumped still, each day I borrow courage want to know my secret? I didn’t change myself It’s not personal growth, friend truth is… can a caterpillar change itself into a butterfly? transformation sure is pretty... before and after picture I swallowed a big gulp of water that danced through me inside out and somehow I’m becoming different, yet more myself I’ve complained about this season said it was hard but I’d do it again ’cause I didn’t part these chaotic waters alone maybe you have to let go too jump all in to meet you If you ever need a hand to jump off the Grand Canyon He’ll hold your hand and jump all in with you.
Heart Call
Letting go of what you’ve always known can be a physical action.
Sometimes courage is just jumping all in… before you know if its a safe place.
Are you still trying to do this on your own… change yourself, heal yourself?
What leap is God asking you to take with Him?